polarized, heart.

That's what we did at my house today.
Well, we were real bored.
Zi Chao made the tower of cards, pro.
and the fun ends.Labels: how did we get here?
#Nov 27, 2008 / 7:46 PM
solarized heart.
#Nov 26, 2008 / 6:53 PM
decode.
QUIZ.
Credits to Jean&Shawn. :D
001. What's the connection between you & the last person that called you?
Happiness.
002. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
Only when it's out of batt.
003. What happened at 10.00 a.m. for you today?
I was having the meeting/training for UnIC Mega.
004. When did you last cry?
1 or 2 weeks ago.
005. What is your favourite thing to eat with peanut butter?
Bread.
006. What do you want in your life now?
F3/1.
007. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
Most of the time, no. I like to get myself drenched in the rain. Gives me idea for lyrics & stuff.
008. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
My friends.
009. What's the bottom you are wearing now?
Pants.
010. Whats the nicest text in your inbox say?
"Wa so touchin sia..." by Zi Chao.
Was watching "bu fan de ai". Last episode. ><
011. Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
I try not to.
012. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
Nope.
013. What was the last movie you caught?
HSM3.
014. What are you proud of?
My talents?
015. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
"Nver sms...wil cut de..." by Zi Chao. He was on his way to M'sia, and telling me that connection will cut, then cannot sms. ._.!
016. What was the last song you sang out loud?
Decode - Paramore [ Soundtrack from Twilight! :D:D ]
017. Do you have any nicknames?
Sure. Adam.
018. What does your last received text message say? Who was it from? "?huh?" by Zi Chao. Super random. ._.!
019. What time did you go to bed last night?
12am, quite early already. :X
020. Are you currently happy?
A little.
021. Who gives you the best advice?
Jasmine.
022. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
Neverrr. D:
023. Who did you talk to on the phone last night?
Jasmine.
024. Is anything bugging you now?
Yes. Band is. D:
025. What/Who was the last thing/person that made you laugh?
Zi Chao?
026. Do you wear toe socks?
Nope.
027. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
I've got no Caller ID. ;x
028. Had you ever had your heart broken?
It's already broken from the start. As from Kelly Clarkson's "Because Of You", "My heart can't possibly break, when it wasn't even whole to start with."
029. What annoys you most in a person?
Arrogance.
030. Do you have a crush on anyone?
Weeeeeeelllllllllllllllllllllll, I crushed an ant before. :]
031. Have you ever done cocaine?
Nnnoooooooooooooooo!
032. Whats the colour of your room?
White.
033. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
Depends on how deep it is.
034. Do you believe in the saying "talk is cheap"?
I believe in "Amelia loves cheap bargains." :D
035. Who was the last person to lay on your bed?
Watashiwa.
036. Who was the last person to hug you?
I only remember the person I last hugged. :X
037. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
Who was the last person I kissed? =="
038. Do you have a life?
I won't be doing this quiz if I don't.
o39. Have you ever thought someone died, when they really didn't?
No ._.
040. What is the reason behind your profile song?
"Decode - Paramore" The meaningful lyrics. Talks about how everything had changed, and how to get on with life.
041. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
Zi Chao.
042. Last time you smiled?
When I saw my old text messages.
043. Have you changed this year?
I changed ALOT.
044. What are you listening to now?
Decode - Paramore.
Damn nice song. :X
045. Are you talking to someone when you are doing this?
Yes, on msn.
046. Do you walk with your eyes opened or close?
I'd prefer closed.
047. Is there a quote that you live by?
Currently, "My thoughts you can't decode."
048. Do you want someone you can't have?
Yes.
049. Have you ever played an instrument?
Yes. I'm in band and playing the Flute, also learned a little of the Trombone. Self-learned the Piano/Keyboard. Tried playing the Guitar, and the Recorder.
Itching to try Percussions, & Saxophone. :X
050. What was the worse idea you've had in the week?
Can't remember.
051. What were you doing last night at 11.00pm?
Forgotten.
052. Are you happy with your love life now?
Well, I am quite satisfied with life.
053. What song describe your love life?
NIL.
054. Does that person know you like him/her?
NIL.
055. Who always makes you laugh?
My dear best friends.
056. Do you speak any other language other than English?
Mandarin. A little of Japanese, a little of Hokkien.
057. Favourite website?
None?
058. What's your middle name?
Adam ROCKER Lau. :]
059. What are you doing tomorrow?
Band. And something else... :D
060. What do you think you are like?
Waaaaayyyyyyyyyyyy too overly sensitive.
061. Who would you choose to die with?
Nobody.
I won't want anyone to die because of me, or see me die.
Especially my dearests.
062. Where have you been today?
School.
063. What game do you play often?
AuditionSea? :D
064. Who are you missing right now?
Andy? Well that was hella random.
065. If you've to choose between friendship and love, which will you choose?
For me, they come as a pair. So it doesn't matter which I choose.
066. What are you doing now?
Blogging.
067. Which primary school are you from?
Geylang Methodist Primary.
068. Name 3 colours that you like.
Black, White, Red.
069. What emotions do you like to show?
I have no idea.
070. What is life to you?
Love.
071. If you have something troubling you, what would you do?
Get help.
072. Who did you last chat with on msn today?
Zi Chao.
073. Who do you admire most?
My dear dear best friends.
074. Which month are you born in?
Astounding April.
075. How are you feeling now?
Somewhat content.
076. What is the time now?
7:50P.M.
077. Where are you now?
Home.
078. What colour did you use to dye your hair?
I don't do dyes. But I'd like to have highlights, if the school allows that is.
079. Why are you doing this quiz?
I'm bored, and I want to post something.
080. What do you do when you're moody?
Emo, cry, cut, blood, die. Typical emo kid. HA.
Just joking. (:
081. At which age do you wish to get married?
Depends on when I find my other half. :D
082. Who is more important to you? Friend or boyfriend?
My friends are my boyfriends. :D
083. Do you think you have enough confidence?
Depends.
084. Who is the person you trust most?
My beloved best friends. :D
085. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
I hope to.
086. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
F3/1.
087. What is your goal for this next year?
F3/1.
088. Do you believe in eternity love?
Depends?
089. What feeling do you love the most?
I love love. HA. ;p
090. Do you think its Global Warming now?
Obvious much?
091. What feeling do you hate the most?
I hate hate. YAY. ;p
092. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Every single one.
093. Do you believe in God?
Partly.
094. Who cares for you the most?
Friends.
095. What do you think is the most important in your life?
Friends.
096. What'll bring to a fight?
Friends.
097. What have you regretted in your life?
F3/1.
098. How would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
Suicide would be most appropriate. :D
099. What if your stead two-timed you?
I won't stead with such a bitch. :D
100. What do you want now?
F3/1.
And that's it.
Labels: my thoughts; you can't decode.
#Nov 25, 2008 / 7:13 PM
breathe.
#Nov 19, 2008 / 4:44 PM
i'll be dead, soon: day 73.
I thought I had my friends.
I thought I had a reason to live.
Just as I was living in happiness, it's ending.
Can't we just end the year laughing and smiling?
I don't want to be crying forever.
It's over.
I'm going.
In the end, where are my friends?
Where's my life?
Hell's coming, again.
Where's my friends?
Where's the faith?
Where's the
love?
Labels: you're just like a pill that's making me ill.
#Nov 8, 2008 / 11:03 AM
I'm not dead, yet: day 72.
#Nov 7, 2008 / 7:56 PM
nobody knows: day 68.
They say a friend
Is a friend forever
Even in
The roughest weather
Though life’s seas
Are tossed about
A friend will be there
To help you out
But there are times-
It’s sad but true-
When friendship’s flame
Dwindles in you
The excitement is gone
It’s not new anymore
And painfully so
Our old friend is a bore
So we put away friendship
With a lock and a key
I just want to say…
Don’t let that be mePlease, 37?
thanks.
Labels: i feel like i'm all alone; and i lost my way back home.
#Nov 3, 2008 / 2:13 PM