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I can't live without you, Outcast, I'm deserved to. When will it ever be my queue? Will my life stop its hue? I still miss you. ZiChao wasn't here today, D:
Throw on your break lights We're in the city of wonder Ain't gonna play nice Watch out, you might just go under Better think twice Your train of thought will be altered So if you must faulter be wise
Random poems I came up with today and sms-ed them:
There ain't any love in the world I live in, my family treats me like a rubbish bin. I don't want to lose my friends too, when I'm still a teen. But its like they want to leave me, they're so keen. you want me to care for you. I'd rather be dead than live a life without love, please kill me softly, don't let me know what do you serve. but you don't even bother about me. Seek and you shall find, while I'll be trap in this bind. This secret love that is blind, this will be my last, don't let it rewind. i keep my problems to myself, and let myself rot. A senior ain't what I need, you know well that I won't heed. Just let me live as an unwanted weed, Left alone, with none good deed. while you remain happy. Mighty self of who you ask? I'm just someone who wears a mask. I live in the newborn dusk, yearning to be swept away in human gust. magnanimous heart at work? I doubt. Problems that every family has, my life's really in a mess. Friends come and go like a fest, and I myself am what I detest. i gave you love and expect you to return it. Happiness just doesn't coincide with me, I'm blinded, love ain't what I see. Not so much for me, I'm not as good as you see. You deserve of who you want to be, but life for me ain't going that easily. you only care about yourself.
Okay, I haven't been very active with computer related stuff lately. Especially my blog - only random poems xD Hey , its because some guy [ whose my father's friend's son ] came to stay with me. And he sucks , big time. He just controls the com. That's why I couldn't even touch it. He's going back in August, around 20th. Yea , I know , shit. And it seems , I just hate all my family members. Well, not my aunt and all , but my dad , grandfather , etc. I just hate them. They seriously have attitude problem. Ugh. Have been falling sick easily lately. And I'm very tired. He makes me play games with him till wee hours [ well , not as much :X ] Humph.
Today : Slept in lessons ; geo , cme , etc etc etc.. Relief teacher Miss Lim for chinese. [ I kinda like her >:D ] Half-doodled during lessons -.- Recess ; boring . Chapel ; ugh , nevertheless , even more boring. It was kinda short this time though. And I think my maths improved , somehow. [ random ! ] Pythagoras Theorem >:D [ read as , "pie-there-ger-rers" theorem , muahah , random. ] Ended the day with some experiment at the science lab. ZR & ZC changed seats to our table. [ And of course , she didn't notice , muaahahah :X ] Wasted the times in school again.
Had National Day rehearsal today. Damn tiring. And we just keep repeating the same song for marches -_- RETARDED ~ Spent the whole afternoon at the Quadrangle, humph. It was cool to witness all of the UGs marchtogetherat the parade square >:D
I'm definitely with all the anti-families because I'm deprived of one. I don't have a family. I'm seriously out of family love.
Problems thrive in every family , so you know you don't deserve that sympathy.
Thrown away and left alone, I'm deprived of love, unworthy of throne. Now my life's just a monotone, torn apart and stripped to bone. You know you're the one I want to hone, you give me that musical tone. You're hard to guess just like the cone, hey, come on, don't remain unknown. I know you care not who's on your phone, but please, for my sake, make yourself known.
Trapped in this silent reverie, filled with this lovely rhapsody. Alone in this vast city, feeling nothing but melancholy. My mind, a whirling glee, laughing at nothing but my guilty. Please allow me to leave freely, I'll leave this wretched past behind lilies.
don't emo. i'm wasting time. why care for someone who doesn't care, than care for someone who cares. what am I thinking ? So what if she's the one I fell for? She just doesn't care anymore.
When you're down , you're craving for people to care for you. When you're happy , you're afraid of losing that happiness. and maybe I lost that happiness.
Banner competition today. Damn fun :D We kinda messed up the banner at the last part. xD ZICHAO so pro lor. Tone the bird until so nice. Action liao la.
PICTURES AS TAKEN BY SHAWN ! :
ZiChao so near to JiaQi worh ! xD Andy solo xD Looks damn nice right? :D Group photo :D Retarded me xD
Didn't go for band , bleah . Mr Samuel didn't scold me , luckily. xD I suddenly feel that I won't be able to play on Sunday. Rawr , random. Jelene mai emo la -.- SORRY JELENE ): SORRY JELENE SORRY JELENE SORRY JELENE SORRY JELENE SORRY JELENE SORRY JELENE SORRY JELENE SORRY JELENE SORRY JELENE SORRY JELENE SORRY JELENE SORRY JELENE SORRY JELENE SORRY JELENE
Why , why do we trouble ourselves so ? Why do I spend hours and hours thinking about something that might never even happen ? Why waste that precious time ? Why ? I'm sorry. That's all I can say to all I know.
People , please reply sms-es. xD I hate life without the softball guys , esp. when there's a competition. I hope that we would be allowed to go support them , and make it compulsory! They so need Shawn & Me to win the games okay ? :P
[ random ] SHAWN : Its time to be happy like me! :D
[ random ] CLAIRE : You should happy , because you told me to! :D
Went to mac to have lunch. I didn't bring enough money to eat though, and they shared their fries for me! Thanks! :D
Pure randomness xD
Funniest person of the day award goes to : Gabriel Yu! :D
What is Zhaorong doing? -.- Most perverted person of the day award goes to : Long Zhaorong! :D
ShengWen came!
Most cat person of the day award goes to : Long Zhaorong! :D
ShengWen looks like he's protecting himself from Zhaorong :X
[ Zhaorong , Shawn , Gabriel ]'s legs :D
I still caught you! :p Most shy person of the day award goes to : Tham Sheng Wen! :D
Engrossed in... O:!
Caught you! Jasmine calling right? :X
[ ZiChao , ShengWen ]'s legs. ZiChao came !
New model for Macdonald's :D
Back view -.- Most GL person of the day award goes to : Tham Sheng Wen! :D
Still caught :D
Coolest pose of the day award goes to : Sim Zi Chao! :D [ He's shining ! ] [ Must be Claire smsing :X ]
We were at the MRT , waiting for Nathan. He was having lunch with his parents.
From left : Gabriel , Zhaorong , Shawn , ZiChao , Nathan , ShengWen.
Most handsome guy of the day award goes to : Nathan Liang ! :D
ZiChao emo D: Model of the day award goes to : Sim Zi Chao! :D
And then , we met up with the girls at East Coast after reaching there by bus. [ No pics throughout the journey ): ] From left : Natalie , Casandra , Claire , Gladys.
We were waiting for the girls , before renting the bikes. So I camwhored! :D
From left : Shawn , Gabriel , ZiChao , Zhaorong , Nathan. ( the one trying to run away is ShengWen -.- )
Finally rented the bikes , $6 for 2.25 hrs + free drink ! CHEAP CHEAP ! xD Casandra & Gladys rented couple bike. ShengWen must be so jealous ):
Featuring : Zion ! [ The one rollerblading. ]
Stopped halfway , to wait for Casandra & Gladys because their bike broke down. And it was due to the downhill , that they crashed.
Returned the bikes after an hour (?) , because Gabriel couldn't go on. :X And we went to the beach to play ! [ sounds childish :X ]
Chiobu of the day award goes to : Casandra Tan! :D
Claire fell, and I snapped it! muahahah xD Cutest person of the day award goes to : Claire Lum! :D
Coolest guy of the day award goes to : Sim Zi Chao! :D
Natalie running away from the spotlight. :X Most hyper person of the day award goes to : Natalie Sim! :D
Burying Nathan's legs.
Jean joined us halfway! Latest person of the day award goes to : Jean Ang! :D From left: Natalie , Casandra , Gladys ( she changed clothes o.O ) , Jean , Claire.
Gladys : Is my hair messy? ): Vainest person of the day award goes to : Gladys Lim! :D
Discussing about the hand signs (?) for the photo.
Shawn & Gabriel ! Most loving couple of the day award goes to : Shawn & Gabriel! :D [ ZiChao & Claire won 2nd prize and ShengWen & Casandra 3rd. xD ] Most daring person of the day award goes to : Shawn Tan! :D
First picture of me ! O: Taken with Zhaorong :D Most random person of the day award goes to : Adam Lau! :D
Finally , we decided to move off to Burger King for dinner! No money again T_T Shared fries with ZiChao -.- Everyone enjoyed their food.
Zhaorong poured the Coke into his water bottle -.-
ZiChao eating so happily , none for me ):
Wasn't that an AWESOME hangout? :D
EDIT/ADD:
Erm. Doesn't it look like we are holding hands!? OMGG. [ PS: I was wearing black too --" ] wth ~ Gayest person of the day award goes to : Sim Zi Chao! :D
Best picture of myself so far :D
At mac !
At the beach !
Awardees : Coolest pose of the day award goes to : Sim Zi Chao! :D Model of the day award goes to : Sim Zi Chao! :D Gayest person of the day award goes to : Sim Zi Chao! :D Coolest guy of the day award goes to : Sim Zi Chao! :D Most perverted person of the day award goes to : Long Zhaorong! :D Most cat person of the day award goes to : Long Zhaorong! :D Most shy person of the day award goes to: Tham Sheng Wen! :D Most GL person of the day award goes to : Tham Sheng Wen! :D Most loving couple of the day award goes to : Shawn & Gabriel! :D Most daring person of the day award goes to : Shawn Tan! :D Funniest person of the day award goes to : Gabriel Yu! :D Most handsome guy of the day award goes to : Nathan Liang! :D Chiobu of the day award goes to : Casandra Tan! :D Cutest person of the day award goes to : Claire Lum! :D Most hyper person of the day award goes to : Natalie Sim! :D Latest person of the day award goes to : Jean Ang! :D Vainest person of the day award goes to : Gladys Lim! :D Most random person of the day award goes to : Adam Lau! :D Best gathering for the YEAR award goes to : FAITH 2/1 ! :D
DeviantlivejournalFacebookTwitter ADAM's me. My hormones made me MALE. I'm oneFIVE this year, and have seen life since O9/O4/94. Schooled/schooling at {GMS(P)GMS(S)} while studied/studying in {FAITH1/1'O7FAITH2/1'O8FAITH3/2'O9}. BAND's my current vibe, and I'm playing the FLUTE. Went back to the LORD on 18/O3/O9 with a joyous heart, with the help of my brother, YIHAN. Currently worshipping at EMMAUSEFC.