New song/lyrics.
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I Remember

[Verse 1]
It's been a month long now,
still, I don't know how.
How'd we stopped talking,
we stopped walking,
together.
I can't believe, that we,
didn't came to see.
Why didn't it last,
how'd we let it past,
forever.

[Pre-Chorus]
And I don't know why,
we didn't try.
Why didn't I,
shut away the lies?

[Chorus]
But,
I remember, the times we were,
together, and we said forever.
Also,
I can't forget, that time we said,
don't be sad, don't feel bad.
'Cause,
I remember.

[Verse 2]
I'm walking down the street,
with weight on my feet.
My mind in a whirl,
because of a girl,
frustrated.
Never thought that I,
would even cry.
For such a thing,
why don't I think,
overrated.

[Pre-Chorus]
And I don't know why,
we didn't try.
Why didn't I,
shut away the lies?

[Chorus]
But,
so what if you left, I still remember,
absence does make the heart grow fonder.
Also,
ever since that day, I'm filled with regret,
I won't forget, the first day that we met.
Because,
I remember.

[Break]
It's time to fly,
away from my life.
Forget all the lies,
I'll take a dive.

[Chorus]
But,
I remember, the times we were,
together, and we said forever.
Also,
I keep our memories, I won't let it release.
I track our promise, it's our stories.
'Cause,
I remember the times we held conferences,
it's like our promises, our longingness.
Our happiness to kill the loneliness.

[Ending]
All because I remember.
I remember.
How'd we stopped talking,
we stopped walking,
together.

Labels: as time makes it harder; i wish i could remember.

It was last day of school yesterday.
Time to wrap up this year, with a smile. (:

First of all.
Thank you.
Thank you to all my dear friends.
Especially: Zi Chao, Jasmine, Zhaorong, Angel, Yong Liang, Andy.
You guys are real great.
You know, like sticking with me through everything.
Thank you to Zi Chao for being my best friend.
Thank you to Jasmine & Zhaorong for helping with my problems,
and cheering me up.
Thank you to Angel for making me laugh, with Jasmine.
Thank you to Yong Liang for being a great listener, Jasmine & Zhaorong too.
Thank you to Andy for being so random, and never failing to make me smile.

Zi Chao:
Although we've kinda only know each other for 2 years,
we have become the best of friends.
Maybe not to you, but to me.
And althought we fought, quarrel and had lots of arguements,
we never fail to patch up!
I really admire you to be able to be so carefree about everything,
I hope I can become like you. [ Maybe you're my idol! HAHA. ]

Thank you for:
- letting me know more about friendship.
- at least letting me believe you are my best friend.
- accepting me as a friend.
- sharing secrets with me.
- trusting me.

I regret for:
- not being able to be with you when you're down.
- being angry with you too much.
- scolding you too much.
- not able to take class photos with you.
- not being able to spend more time with you.
- not being able to be in the same class with you next year.

[ PS: You better thank me for changing you into a better person. hehe. ]

Jasmine:
I've also known you for 2 years,
and even though we didn't really talk much during sec1,
we really became very good friends in sec2.

Thank you for:
- listening to and tolerating my nonsense.
- ranting with me about some horrible stuff. [ :D ]
- counselling me when I needed help.
- being a listening ear when I needed to pour out my sorrows.
- sharing secrets with me.
- trusting me.

I regret for:
- teasing you too much. [ :P ]
- not helping you when you're in need of that.
- not being able to spend more time with you.
- not being able to be in the same class as you next year.

[ PS: You should thank me for helping you with your relationships! xD ]

Zhaorong:
Similarly, I've known you for 2 years,
and only get to know you better this year.

Thank you for:
- being with me when I'm down.
- talking to me when I'm down.
- encouraging me.

I regret for:
- making you emo.
- ignoring you sometimes.
- not wanting to help you with your problems sometimes.
- not being able to spend more time with you.
- not being able to be in the same class as you next year.

Angel:
I've also known you for 2 years,
and only became close during sec2.
And I've got the chance to know you through Jasmine.

Thank you for:
- letting me tease you. [ With you dropping your hair! haha. ]
- helping me with some problems.
- encouraging me to be a councillor.

I regret for:
- teasing you. [ haha! ]
- not knowing you sooner.
- not being able to spend more time with you.
- not being able to be in the same class as you next year.

Yong Liang:
I've known you quite well for 2 years.
And you were kinda my only friend in sec1.

Thank you for:
- being my friend.
- accepting me.
- lending me your listening ear.

I regret for:
- making you angry sometimes.
- ignoring you sometimes.
- not being able to spend more time with you.
- not being able to be in the same class as you next year.

Andy:
Known you for 2years, and better in sec2.
And you're a real random person!
With a great personality.
You're happy at all times, and this really lets me look up to you.

Thank you for:
- your randomness!
- you never failing to make me smile everytime.
- your optimistic aura that complements mine!
- being you! [ :D ]
- passing some of your artistic talents to me.
- letting me look at your art, and admire and critisize them. [ :X ]

I regret for:
- not knowing you well in sec1!
- ignoring you at times.
- not being able to spend more time with you.
- not being able to be in the same class as you next year.

-

Those that I didn't state, don't worry.
You still mean alot to me.
Thank you too.

and,
to all,
I LOVE YOU! :D

-

This year is definitely the best of my life.
It will definitely be one of the best memories,
it's unforgettable,
and perfect.
A perfect life for a sec2.
A perfect memory.
I love 2008.
I love faith 2/1.
(:

Labels: it's so memorable; it's so unforgettable.

EDIT;
my ignorance.
my sensitivity.
my selfishness.
why don't i think before i act.

i so do not look forward to tomorrow's school outing.

Labels: i've had enough; you're not seeing me laugh.

New Lyrics/Song:

Us

[Verse 1]
You
You make me smile with the things you do.
You make me laugh when I am blue.
You
You give me color and hue.
You give me sight and view.

[Pre-Chorus]
And then it's us.
There should be no fuss.
'Cause you give me the plus.
So it's all about us.

[Chorus]
When it's you plus me,
it becomes the we.
When it's me and you,
it all comes true.
When it's about us,
we know it'll last.
And when we're together,
it makes us forever.

[Verse 2]
I
I make you smile and high.
I make you laugh, not sigh.
I
I free you from ties,
I free you from lies.

[Pre-Chorus]
And then it's us.
There shouldn't be any fuss.
'Cause I give you the plus.
So it's all about us.

[Chorus]
When it's you plus me,
it becomes the we.
When it's me and you,
it all comes true.
When it's about us,
we know it'll last.
And when we're together,
it makes us forever.

[Break]
It's about us.
It's not about the fuss.
It's about us.
It's not about the past.

[Chorus]
When it's you plus me,
it becomes the we.
When it's me and you,
it all comes true.
When it's about us,
we know it'll last.
And when we're together,
it makes us forever.

[Ending]
Together, forever.
Us.

Labels: you're the treasure in my life; you're the pleasure in my life.

On my playlist: So What - P!nk
simzichao is a bloody fucker.simzichao is a bloody fucker.simzichao is a bloody fucker.
Tell me, when will we be best friends again?
simzichao is a bloody fucker.simzichao is a bloody fucker.simzichao is a bloody fucker.
Okay big deal.
So what if I got such a low percentage?
So what if I didn't get my target?
So what if I'm not going to Faith3-1?
So what if I'm not gonna have my friends anymore?
So what if I can't live without them?
simzichao is a bloody fucker.simzichao is a bloody fucker.simzichao is a bloody fucker.
well.
I didn't get my target.
I'm not going to 31.
I'm gonna suffer without my friends.
I'm gonna cry to my death.
I'm not gonna live then.
simzichao is a bloody fucker.
it's just 5days left.
can't you just make my last days with you happy?

Labels: i'm having more fun; now that we're done.

On my playlist: I Hate This Part - PussyCat Dolls

I'm so going to Faith 32. :D

EDIT:
I'm leaving you since you left me first.
You just don't change.
You just don't learn your lesson, do you?
Well, fine.
Then don't.
Don't change.
Don't care.
Don't bother.
Don't even think about me then.

results;
It sucked.
I didn't get my target of 4As,
I didn't get my A for english,
I didn't get my A1 for lit,
I didn't get my A for geography,
I didn't get my 70% for my overall percentage.
Well done huh.

and;
Some people are just some suckup asshole.
You want all the attention.
You want all the love.
You want everything good for yourself.
Don't you think you're fucking selfish?
You're stealing others' friends.
You're breaking friendships.
You're making others heartbroken.
You're making others hate you.
Get some sense into your head, fucker.

and stop stealing my friends.

Labels: i hate this part right here; i just can't take this tears.

HELLO!
I spent my day at Shawn's place, with ZiChao and Zhaorong.
We went to swim first.
And slacked to death at his house later. ;x
Well, it beats staying at home.
We had dinner there, KFC.
It's very filling. ><


Zhaorong !

ZiChao , O:.

In the lift home.

BONUS:
Look who's on bed!

that's all. (:

Labels: will this happiness last; or will it be another past.

You were the only one that did nothing about it.
I guess this friendship means nothing to you.
I'm giving up on you, just like how you did on me.
No point crying over spilt milk.
The worse part is, you didn't even do anything to save this.
Not an apology,
not an sms,
not a call.

So much for best friends.

Labels: i'm no longer thinking; it's no point remembering.

So much for friends huh.
So much for going home right.
You all go there never tell me.
Fine la.
You call yourself my friends?
You're not fit to talk to me.
And I thought F21 would be the best class.
It's all a lie.
I've been living in a lie.
Well.
You let me know what assholes you guys can be.
You don't want me to know right?
OKAY.
I won't let you know about me too.
You guys better f__k off my life.
YOU ARE NOT FIT TO BE MY FRIEND.
I should've known.
Even A is better.
You all wanted this,
fine,
I'll give it to you.
I must be a damned retard to have trusted you all.
Great.
You guys are real happy to see me in this plight huh?
I've enough.
I've enough of all this.

So much for the unforgettable F21.
So much for all the laughs.
So much for all the friendships.
So much for giving my all.
So much for loving you.
So much, so much...

EDIT:
Since young, I've always been alone.
I've always wanted someone.
That special someone to be a part of me.
Just someone to be my best-est friend.
I thought you were the one.
But you disappointed me time and time again.
Even everyone else, they don't care too.
I thought I could change you.
But.
I was too naive.
What was I thinking ?
I should've known.
This could never happen.
I'll always be alone.
With no one to care.
No one to bother.
No one to notice.
No one to know.
I'll always be like this.
There're no more chances to break into my heart.
I'm closing it, period.

I CRIED.

Labels: we are friends no more; you will be ignored.

Last paper tomorrow.
d&t --.
I'm feeling real disgusted with some people.
You really suck.

I'll not compromise anymore,
I will let you be ignored.

Labels: i'll not wait any longer; i've got to be stronger.

i fuck you.
hate seriously.
you. FUCK YOU.

I'm an official counsellor. ( not the prefect one -.- )
though I, too, need counselling myself.

i have been alone since young.
that's why i'm giving everything for all my friendships.
i hated it when i'm alone at home.
i hated it when i'm alone at school.
i'm going to hate it when there's no school.

Labels: it's not okay; i need a say.

Forget all the hate,
back to the ball, back to the masquerade.

-

Exams are finally coming an end.
So is school.
So is faith 2/1.
So are the friendships.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.):

Labels: a masquerade; let's head for the parade.

On My Playlist: Love Story - Taylor Swift.

Marry me Juliet you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad, you'll pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes

-

The papers so far were okay, except for chinese -.-
Hopefully, Science would be easy too.
dumb post -.-

I'm so in the post-exam mood already.

Labels: they try to tell me how to feel; this love is difficult but it's so real.

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