and cont'd:
There you are, flaunting your success;
that you have people following you all the time.
And just because of that, you neglect your other friends.
And we're left alone, with the thought that no one cares.
Drilling ourselves with emo pills,hoping that its our heart that it fills.Look at me, dishevelled, dead.
I'm apathetic.
I guess I'm pretty darn a fool, to continue waiting.
I'm really still waiting.
Waiting for that one day, where maybe, I can be like you;
With people loving you all the time.
Hey, you've won already.
Your family is great, mine sucks, for your information.
Your life is completely awesome.
YOU WIN.
Now.
Can you help me ?
I'll let you know that I wake up every morning, yearning to see an sms.
Sent be somone, just someone.
To know that, someone actually cares about me.
Well, I guess its never going to happen.
I miss the times.
I'd rather go back to when I was primary 6.
At least they cared about my life and death.
I really wish to go back to the once hyper me.
You said I'm emo.
Well, try being in my situation.
I don't think you can let it go that easily.
EDITED:
I have enough.
My family sucks.
A biased father, a kbkp grandmother, a gl grandfather.
What the hell is this world coming to.
fuck my life .
EDITED-ED:
I'm sorry.
I guess I'm the worst friend ever.
I'm not fit to be anyone's friend.
Or for anyone to love.
I'm not worthy of you all.
I'm.
the
worst.
Most of all, I miss you.
A song I wrote:
Can't let go
Pretty, how are you doing today,
getting used to the spotlight's rays?
Hope we'll not get into any frays,
whenever we hear each other's says.
Keep our hearts at the tray,
don't let our lives slip gray.
I'm gonna stay.
And I can't let go,
I still remember the flow.
I want you to know,
that we can go slow, and lie low, and keep the glow.
I can't let go.
oh.
We're walking by each other with no more "hey"s,
you're keeping our friendship at bay.
"Let's get it going", I said okay,
but they're just part of your acts and plays.
Keep our hearts at the tray,
don't let our lives slip gray.
I'm gonna stay.
And I can't let go,
I still remember the flow.
I want you to know,
that we can go slow, and lie low, and keep the glow.
I can't let go.
oh.
Keep our hearts at the tray,
don't let our lives slip gray.
I'm gonna stay.
I still can't let go,
I want to remember the flow.
I need you to understand and know,
we can go slow, we will lie low, let's keep the glow.
I can't let go.
I can't let go.
I loved you so.
Labels: if you really let me down; i hope you'll turn it around.
