I'm alone at home.
On National Day's Eve.
Beijing Olympics somemore.
tsk.
Its true.
No one wants to go with me.
Nobody goes with me,they shun me when they see.Yea, maybe you're right.
Maybe I am jealous.
I'm jealous that everyone has like a clique to hang out with.
And, I'm all alone.just 'cause I'm all monotone.I guess that explains why people don't like me.
They don't like my boring self.
My horrible attitude.
My irritating nature.
Yup, its that.
All the time, I see people all smiles,but I hide in a corner, inside the emo piles.Yes.
I shun myself away from sociality,
I don't allow myself to enter people's life.
Who wants me to anyway?
I'm not all happy and optimistic.Instead, I'm sad and pessimistic.Emo.
Maybe that term suits me best.
Agreed.
I know.
You say I'm trying to get attention,but I just want my name to be mentioned.True.
Maybe I pretend to be emo, just to gain all your attention.
Hey, who doesn't want someone to care?
Who doesn't want someone to think about him all the time?
I'm human too.
I need love.
I know your life's awesome and great.
You have friends hanging on your fingers all the time.
They follow you.
Maybe you just have that charm.
You were born to lead.
Well, good for you.
I guess life sucks for me then.
I ain't leading it that amazingly.
Why? you ask.
Well, look.
Nobody.
NOBODY wants me.
Not even my darn it parents.
No.
Not even my so called friends.
Never.
Wait, maybe I don't even have any.
Uh huh, that's right.
I've got no family, no friends
No one to freaking care about me.
Awesome.
Awesome life you say.
I'm trying my very best for someone to love and care for me,
but look, I guess things just don't go my way.
Luck just doesn't click with me.
Well, too bad huh ?
tsk.
Labels: I remembered that day; and I won't be okay.
