I just thought of the past, my primary school life.
Especially during P4;
Why?
Why didn't I choose to go for 5s ?
Why did I stick with 4s ?
What could've happened if I opted for 5s ?
What class could I have went ?
I would guess 5love.
Why didn't I go for it ?
What made me hesitate ?
I know.
Its my friends, from before.
Yes, its them.
I'm not saying my friends in 5hope ain't good or what,
but.
If I went to 5love/5patience,
I could've known more of the people in my class now.
Like ZiChao & Zhaorong.
And I wouldn't be so extra in class or what.
I mean, my primary school life was great la,
but,
it would've been better if I got to those classes ?
And my studies would also most likely be better.
Whatever.
At least I know them now.
It might be a little too late,
but,
better late than never.
I'm also trying my best to mix into the crowd.
I should have opted for 5s.
I regretted it.
What the hell was I thinking man.
Whatever.
I have my new friends now, I should be happy.
tsk.

PS:
This post is just pure crap.
And, maybe I might not even make it into 6Joy?

Suddenly, it all came back, just like this.

4th day of term 3.

All's well.
History teacher, Miss Chua.
She's okay I guess.
She's those kind of teacher that wants to care and be close to us students.
Great? Or not :/
Anyway, I did my part by filling up that "Getting to know you better" form ;
so you may say that I gave you a chance.
Oh, she said she's better in History.
Humph, Literature is better ! xD
YAY, there's Literature tomorrow ! :D
And I think we're going to FINALLY touch on Shakespeare.
REJOICE :D

I've just finished the graph thing, maths homework.
It was easy I'd say, though kinda troublesome.
My request for the answers to the table from Shawn was of no avail.
Bleah xD

Random 1:
I'm sitting beside ZiChao now, yay :D

Random 2:
There's no band tomorrow, and I'm gonna watch the softball match !:D

Random 3:
I forgot to practise my flute ):

Random 4:
Chocolate !
[THIS IS VERY RANDOM! LOL. -credits to Andy :D]

Random 5:
No more randoms! :D


PS:
You think I need you as my best friend?
As a matter of fact, no.
I have came along without one since my Secondary school life.
And I don't think I need one now, though I want one.
No one wants to be mine anyway.
Yea, you may say I'm emo or what, I don't care.
You keep pestering me, wanting to be my friend and all.
I don't want you.
You're irritating,
bitchy,
paikia,
and (all the words that has a negative meaning fits here.)
I just hate you.
And I repeat, BEST FRIENDS are not a necessity.
You should know when to stop your nonsense.
Don't go overboard.
And I think you just made it to the top of my "HATES" list.
It was okay at the beginning, but then you went "oh no, he needs a best friend, its definitely gonna be me".
And you go around telling everyone to get away from me.
Great; Excellent.
And what? You're gonna be the only "FRIEND" in my life?
Dream on.
You may like me, you may be gay or what, I don't know.
All that I understand of what you've done is that it made me DON'T LIKE you.
Okay, whatever, time to wrap this up.
Get away from me, please.
[ Okay, I'm starting to think doing all these to try and "censore" these words are like, useless.
So, I MIGHT make a private blog to write all these stuff(s). :/ ]


To everyone else who WISHES to become a huge part of my life,
you're utmost welcome to do so. [ though I doubt anyone would want to -.- ]

AND, to everyone who is ALREADY a part of my life,
I treasure you. :D

- When we're together, I feel like whatever. -

School was awesome!

-23/6/08-
The first day kinda sucked though.
All because of that retarded english,
the group la, damn idiot.
Ass Mr Teo la, put me in such a kcufED up group.
I want to change group!

-24/6/08-
I skipped chinese & 2 periods of ART due to follow-up haircheck.
Had to help in collecting the money for the people cutting hair.
And the barber just sucks man.
Shawn had to come get me to go for music.
Ugh, animation -_-

Mr Teo wasn't here today, we had about 4periods ( 2hours? ) of pure SLACK :D!
Damn phone.
Stupid alarm rang 2 times today, grr.
Should've turned it off la.
11:55 ring once, 12:05 ring again.
wl.
Lucky the teacher didn't notice, or didn't want to notice, it.
Or I would be deadddd ~

Mr Teo's quite dumb ?
He gave us a CME worksheet and expected us to finish it after 2 periods.
Retard.
At least give compre or compo right, something that would last.
zz, whatever.

Mr Chia came in for the 2nd last period, and shared alot of stories with us.
And the guys ( NOT ME :D) were damn turned on by it.
"Why do you want to be gay?", LOL.
Zhaorong & Sheng Wen gayyy ~

Oh yah, the hist & lit teacher changing.
wth, Mrs Hoe quite good ma, why change -_-
I bet the new lit teacher sucks.
Chinese teacher also change.
Ye Lao Shi ! ):
" Absence makes the heart grow fonder " , true.
I hope Ye Lao Shi comes back and replaces this retarded Mr Chow -_-
He expects us to write the chinese characters in such a freaking small box.
Ass. -.-

ANDDDD.
Today is 24thJune2008.
Its a special day.
For someone.
In our class.
Okay, its
JELENELUAR.
HAPPY FOURteenth birthday! :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY , HAM2!

and its time to brandish our books for the new testament.

School's re-opening soon!

Soon as in 2 days!
Aren't you all excited? :X
Well, I kinda am.
Its boring at home anyways.
To wrap up the holidays, I shall say it was a fruitful one.
Though I didn't complete some things [Harry Potter -.-],
I've got to strengthen my friendships.
And get to know some of them better!
What I had expected of "drifted away from friends" was of total opposite.
Yea, like I said, I've got to strengthen the bond between my friends.
5more Straits Times Editorial thingy to complete, hah, piece of cake. [Yea, right.]
Oh, I'm worried about something.
I think I might fail PFT, especially the 2.4run.
Yea, whatever, I was never good in sports anyway.
Just cut my hair earlier on, I look gross with short hair.
Yea, who doesn't.
Oh well, I've got to be a good prefect right? :D

Okay, we're cool.
That's what I thought, dumb isn't it ?
Yea, thanks alot.
You brought me to my senses.
What makes you think I can't really live without you?
You think that you're really that goodie-two-shoes like before?
Think again.
"Get on with life", that's what you said, yea, right.
Whose the one hanging on?
Whose the one that can't let go?
And don't you put words in my mouth,
I so did not freaking talk anything about you.
Oh wait, the word is "bitch".
Yea, so I did not bitch about you.
Wanna know why?
That's for people like you :D
"Not my fault, not my fault", whatever yo.
So its my fault then ?
Stop acting innocent and go all "weeeee:D".
Hey, that's like so fake and hypocritical.
Anyone can notice it.
Now tell me, whose the one who should get on then ?

2nd post today !
Heres my 2nd poem :D

Tree (Memories)

You're in my mind,
we're all in this bind.
No, we can't really go back to that old shrine,
but we'll reminiscent back, with a tip of this wine.
Hey baby, remember.
Don't let this relationship sunder.

If you're tired or down and out,
you can come back to this tree, our secret hangout.
And we'll go through the bad times together again,
like how we'll share the umbrella when there's rain.

Remember the days when we were sad?
Remember the days we felt so glad.
Yea, we were those small lads,
Creating troubles, shouting "drats!"
Hey baby, don't forget.
Don't forget how we met.

If you're tired or down and out,
you can come back to this tree, our secret hangout.
And we'll remain oh so sane,
by walking down this memory lane.

And as the light reflects,
on the dark night it detects,
that you're alone as he rejects,
I'll be the one that protects.

So, If you're tired or down and out,
you can come back to this tree, our secret hangout.

_tree

Barbeque yesterday at Claire's place totally rocked.

Met at Shawn's place first, before heading to fairprice for shopping spree :D

I was late and last. BLEAH :X
We journeyed on bus to parkway's fairprice.
PICTURES:







We bought loads of things !
I accidentally bought fish fillet, the fry one. LOLL :X
PICTURES:









ZiChao is shy ):

Zhaorong trying to kiss who? :D

Claire ~ She's short :X



Finally, we finished shopping.
Then after setting up and all, we were at Claire's place.
Most of the boys tried to start the fire.
ZiChao and I had nothing to do, so we helped to prepare the food, somehow :X
PICTURES:


RANDOM :X

The 5guys :D [Excluding me]

Cam-ed :D

Zhaorong action !

Mandie blocked Jelene ):

White couple :X

White couple again :D


ZiChao and I went up to Claire's house, supposedly to take something,
but Jelene, Mandie, Natalie & Claire slacked there :X
PICTURES:

1st Jelene :D

2nd Jelene :D

ZiChao thinking of? ...





Best picture? By professional Jelene -_-


Finally, we got down to the MPH and took MORE photos,
group photos still waiting for Claire to send us :X
PICTURES:

3rd Jelene! :D



4th JELENE! :D HEEEE !
Jelene, I cam-ed you 4times ! $200? :X bleah ~


Mostly pictures here, for content, visit Shawn/Gabriel's blog. :D

Hey ham2, she's not worthy of you.
Just ask her to f__k her off your life.
Just get on with life, there's still us :D

BLOGGING 2ND TIME TODAY! :D
COOL QUIZ HERE!:

Here is the deal:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question.
And there you have it.
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How am I feeling today?
Hurt - Christina Aguilera. [ ): ]

Will I get far in life?
Shut Up And Drive. [ HA! BEAT THAT! LOL ]

How do my friends see me?
Secret - Ayumi Hamasaki. [ I'm secretive eh.. ]

Where will I get married?
Shadow Of The Day - Linkin Park. [ O:? ]

What is my best friend's theme song?
Every Heart - BoA. [ Uh huh? ]

What is the story of my life?
Bye Bye - Mariah Carey. [ ??! ]

What is/was high school like?
First Love - Utada Hikaru. [ what the hell -_- ]

How can I get ahead in life?
Shake It Off - Mariah Carey. [ I see o_o ]

What is the best thing about me?
Rockstar - Nickelback. [ I'm a rockstar :D ]

What is today going to be like?
Disenchanted - My Chemical Romance. [ O:! ]

What is in store for this weekend?
Lithium - Evanescence. [ LOL? ]

What song describes my parent(s)?
Take A Bow - Rihanna. [ o_o ]

To describe my grandparents?
Flipside - The Click Five. [ retarded? -.- ]

How is my life going?
Empty - The Click Five. [ right... ]

How does the world see me?
Breathless - Shayne Ward. [ HEE? :D ]

Will I have a happy life?
Like Whoa - Aly & AJ. [ Wow? :D ]

What do my friends really think of me?
Soulmate - Natasha Bedingfield. [ O_O ]

Do people secretly lust after me?
4 In The Morning - Gwen Stefani. [ They do that so early? -.- ]

How can I make myself happy?
Pocketful Of Sunshine - Natasha Bedingfield. [ And just how do I get that ? ]

What should I do with my life?
Migrate - Mariah Carey ft. T-Pain. [ I shouldn't live here huh. ]

Will I ever have children?
Never Too Late - Three Days Grace. [ So its early? -_- ]

WEEEEEEEEEE :D

FINALLY! I'm updating!:D

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THURSDAY 12/6/2008:
Went to Shawn's condo to swim!
It was great !
HUGEEEE sun. We'll become the "blackies unite", soon. LOLL.
After swimming, SAUNAAA.
Damn hot inside.
Then, went up to Shawn's house and slackkk.
We watched "Ah Long Pte Ltd",
while waiting for the pizza to arrive.
THE PIZZA ROCKSS!
So does the drumlets! O:
Okay, shall talk less, let the pictures speak.


Sheng Wen!





Zhaoronggg!

Shawn !



Gabriel!

Black Sheng Wen :D

Zhaorong act cute ! xD













CANDID-ED! :D




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TUESDAY 10/6/2008:
HEE!
We went to watch "KUNGFU PANDA".
WITH, Casandra<3Sheng Wen, Germin, Gladys, Gabriel, Shawn, Zhaorong, ZiChao, and ME

ZiChao Camera shyyy.

Emo ZiChao

Looks like a gang huh?

LOOK UP!

Black Zhaorong!



HEE :D

Curious O.o

SHAWN!

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QUIZ:
The "10-to-knows about me".

1. Can you do homework with the computer on?
YES. I need music!:D
Please don't stop the music ~

2. What do you wear to sleep?
Erm, sometimes I go topless?, loLLLLLLLLLLLL.
I'm just hot at night okay, don't think dirty -_-

3. Do you prefer Hot or Cold?
Erm, cold? :D
aww, I'm not hot, loLL.

4. Do you prefer Rainy or Sunny weather?
SUNNY! :D
you are my sunshine.. ~

5. Which is more important to you, Friends/Family?
Friends, definitely.

6. Do you prefer Art or Science?
ARTT! I LOVE ART.
artartartartartartartartart ~

7. Do you prefer staying indoors or going out?
Going out! I need to see the worlddd~
to enhance my creativity!

8. Are you able to just do nothing and stone ?
Yaaaa, I daydream all the time.
Stop and stare ~

9. Do you prefer black or white?
BLACK!:D or, WHITE!:D
Erm, I like both -.-
More of blackk~ :D

10. Choose 5person to do this quiz! :D
- Jelene! blackkk ~
- Shawn ~
- Zhaorong he won't do it anyway..
- Natalieeee ! :D
- Gabriel!
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HAHA! That's it !
a longggg post once in a while, if that can be counted as one.
SEE YA ALL :D

Loneliness, that I know best,
YOU ALL taught me to ignore the rest.

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