i truly wanted solidarity: day 15 without hunter.
On my playlist: I Wish You Well - Mariah Carey
When glory days turn to stormy nights
You must have been so petrified
Didn't you, didn't you feel so cold
You against the world in a losing fight
Captive of your demons inside
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Chinese test today.
I'm sure I flunked it.
Science was okay, I got my target.
English sucks, I'm giving up on it again.
EDIT:
I am once again pissed.
I am once again devastated by my horrible english results.
I actually got lower than Sim Zi Chao.
I'm not saying his english is bad, but I think mine is better than him, right?
And he still wants to get even more marks.
I GOT LOWER THAN 35 OKAY.
SOME PEOPLE JUST CAN'T KEEP THEIR MOUTH SHUT
AND HAVE TO TELL EVERYONE THEIR MARKS.
WHAT THE HELL YOU.
Okay, so you had an A.
WELL GOOD FOR YOU.
DO YOU HAVE TO GO AROUND SHOWING OFF?
You people need to get a life.
It's just super unfair.
Those people who are not paying attention in class, are complete slackers,
are actually the ones scoring very well.
And those who ARE paying attention, do study hard,
are those failing and getting bad results.
Those who had scored well show off like nobody's business.
AND, those who had scored badly are completely demorialized.
Thanks to you, we're having a lower self-esteem.
Well, apparently I am one of those more dumb ones.
Definitely, I'm going to Faith 3/2.
SOME people really have no brains and eyes.
It's like, you are already very angry, showed your anger,
that someone still takes it as a joke.
Do you even have a brain to tell you what to do?
Do you even know what to do at the right time?
Please, for goodness sake, stop being so insensitive.
Start to observe and understand people.
Start to care for others.
People don't love you for nothing.
and well, you should know I am loving you for nothing.Labels: but we've all made mistakes; felt the guilt and self-hate.
